SuicideI've seen the highway rush below me at 60 miles per hour, only two feet away from me. The concept in my mind was that of pink plush pillows as soothing as billowing clouds. My seat belt undone the door open at a 65 degree angle, one hand on the door frame, the other on the door handle, one foot on the floor, one hovering over the dark abyss. I had already leaped in my mind and was just waiting for my body to complete the action. The sins of my past about to be washed away, the fears of my future about to be obliterated into the asphalt. And my spirit to go onward into infinite rest and tranquility. But the voice that had told me that I wasn't good enough, that I would be better off if I was not there, split open my reality with a desperate scream for me to stop. It was as if my finger trigger was cut off. I stopped as casually as I started. Sat back down, shut the door, and lay back chuckling at the closeness of finality.
the fake smileThe fake smilethe pain in your eyesi can see this is all fakeit hurts youyou cant hide iti see your smile but feel your painyou've been beaten and cheatedlied to and abusedyou're broken down and angryliving with half a lifesmiling with half a heartseeing but blindyour face says "i'm okay"but your eyes say "i'm dead inside"
new poem let me know what you guys think?Midnight OceanYou sit there staring at the moonYou talk to the waves as they are your only friendThe moon as it’s the only listenerAll you see are the waves crashing as high tide creeps closer and closerYou realized the waves are coming for youWaiting to pull you awayTo pull you to a better placeSomewhere never seenNever seen never heard never believedRipped away from civilizationAway from the painAs the moon grows smallerYou go deeperThe bubbles grow biggerThe world grows darker
as a cofounder of this group.where mostly poems go to die these days. Because this group developed like a weed. Where there is no structure. Especially these days.I want to say I am making my own group that will function as a poetry workshop.
Rise of the Blue BloodsHello everyoneI would appreciate it if you would take a sec to read a very short chapter that I am writing with a friend.It would be really cool to get some feedback and some ideas from you as readers.The rise of the Blue Bloods: Chapter onehttp://deadfish-silentarmy.deviantart.com/art/The-rise-of-the-Blue-Bloods-Chapter-one-461615176?ga_submit_new=10%253A1412608035&ga_type=edit&ga_changes=1Its a Werewolf story but with a different twist, its kinda dark so if you like a bit of suspense it will be the thing for you I hope.
Free #8216Phoetry#8217 App for iPhones and iPads Sixty of Clive Blake/Chris Robbins' most popular 'phoems' Audio of, Cornish poet, Clive Blake, reading all of the poems Plus realistic page turning, Page Curl, feature Based on the Phoetry Book'View Points and Points of View' App 'Phoetry1Free' by Ross Blewett < Click App Store Button
Phoetry now an iPhone and iPad App 'Phoetry1' < Click Here for more details Sixty of my most popular 'phoems' Audio of me reading all of the poems Plus realistic page turning feature Based on the Phoetry Book 'View Points and Points of View' < Click Here for more details
My Phoetry Book has been turned into an iPad AppMy full colour Phoetry (fusion of poetry and photography) Book'View Points and Points of View', has been so successful that it has been recreated in DVD and CD formats. But now, Ross Blewett has recreated the book as an iPad App called 'Phoetry1'.With a realistic page turning feature and full audio of me reading all sixty of my poems, this is a breakthrough way of enjoying poetry/phoetry. With some of my most popular poems and Chris Robbins' most popular photography included, please give it a try. < Click Here 'Phoetry1' by Ross Blewett < Click Here
Those sounds...It's a terrifying thing to be lost.Lost inside of your own mind.Drowning in a pool of thought's.Praying for a savior,Scribbling on paper.Trying to shut out the voice's,Only I can hear.I have something that rattles my bones.Scratches at the sides of my fragile skull.Infecting my thought's.A monster inside,A demon beneath.I have something inside of my soul.I tell no lie,It control's my mind.And it's difficult to explain.Hard to revel.My heart is unable to feel.Cause this isn't who I am.I'm actually a sweet person.But..Why am I always stretching the edge.I come so close to death.Yet...I'm still here.There's got to be a reason.There has to be a reason as to why,He keep's bring me back.I fear I wont ever be able to see a bright side.I fear,I'll one day succeed.What has he got up his sleeve?Nik.J.Tucker
Characters for Sale/Trade [OPEN]**MORE ADDED***Includes CS + HQ Designs!!*((I really need points so most are wayyy cheaper than I bought them for))You may offer on any of the characters here, including ones not in the Sale/Trade folder! However, the ones in that folder are the ones that need a new home the most.sta.sh/227woqhc0yopWhat I am looking for, most to least:physical items > points/PayPal > characters > customs > art > whatever else you can think of?? And I'm selling my old MovieStarPlanet account (lvl 15, 7000 starcoins, many pets/clothes/furniture/stuff!
Momilkie's OC Contest! $300 in Prizes! -Open-Hello my lovelies! *u*It's been a long time since I've hosted a contest, and this time I'd like to make a big one!The biggest and most expensive I will ever pay for in my life.THIS WILL ONLY HAPPEN ONCE.ENJOY IT. lol:icondokis-plz:And if you can, please help spread the word! ;u; <3Theme - Draw my OCs!To those who may not know, my ultimate bab is an Inuyasha OC I created named Yukiko.For this contest, It'll be focused on her or her family. (who are also Inuyasha OCs)She's paired with a canon character from the anime,and if you have an issue with oc x canon then this may not be the contest for you. T u T;YukikoDrawing anyone from her family is optional!Drawing her with her fox companion Liam is preferred, but also optional <3And I'd honestly swoon if anyone drew her with Sesshomaru.:iconohdokiplz:
Commission journal [open]Hello !Commissions start from 40 points and include everything from sketches, to chibis, coloring, vector, logotype, graphic design, page layout, ...but focus on illustrationsamples for a typical 40 points commission you can also use donation widget I will sketch what you want, digital or traditionalHere are your typical 250 points commissions / 2,5 $ Outline or no outline to your choice, colors, background, detailsBlack Heart Divider by Xiahismthese are your more detailed type of commission,and start from 10$ paid through paypalTraffic Jam by trezetreze Scape Doll by trezetreze
SAVE THE LOUD HOUSE!!!IF YOU LIKE TLH, THEN SPREAD THIS IMMEDIATELY!!!!! If you didn't know, I like this recent show on Nick called The Loud House, and you should go check it out too!But that's not the thing.... The thing is that One Million Moms is trying to cancel an episode for a REALLY stupid reason. Here's why:http://onemillionmoms.com/current-campaigns/nickelodeons-loud-house-to-feature-married-gay-couple/In the episode "Overnight Success.", It appears that the Louds are having a slumber party. In one scene, Lincon's friend Clyde gets dropped off by his parents for the slumber party. Seems ok, right? But NOOO, the Moms are angry because Clyde has TWO Dads IN A TINY LITTLE CAMEO. AND THAT'S THE ONLY THING THEY KNOW ABOUT THE EPISODE!!!Unfortunately, children are now being exposed to same-sex marriage on a network that is designed for kids.And that's a bad thing HOW???? That's like saying "Unfortunately, children are now being exposed to
Hacuubii's draw my OC contest!hi everyone! other than selling adoptables I haven't really done anything on dA for ages, so here's a little contest!I've redesigned my OC and mascot Spica, so in this contest you are going to draw her~ hope you like the new designspica is lazy, quiet, petite and rarely smilesthere are ♥two categories♥ for this contest:1. best Illustrationdraw spica using a medium of your choice. I'd prefer you draw her in her new outfit! the illustration must be original. you can't use bases\trace someone else's art.2. best Pixel Iconcreate a pixel Icon of spica with her new outfit. I will use it as my new Icon! you can't trace someone else's art.in every category I will choose two winners: first place and second place. there will be 4 winners overall!♥prizes♥:1. first places win:-A chibi commission from me \ custom adoptable of your choice-handwritten thank you letter + traditional art piece sent to your
1000 Point Giveaway! (New way to enter!)Hello! I am giving away 1,000 for the second time! This is gonna be a semi-common thing so keep an eye out for more giveaways in the future! Prizes First Place:500 Second Place: 300 Third Place:200 Runner-Up:Cake Badge! Requirements: Do any of these (each is worth 1 entry - the more you do the higher chance you have at winning!):- Fav this journal- Give me a llama badge! That simple action can get you an entry to win points!- Tag 3 or more people via :devUSERNAME: or :devICON:(make sure they're okay with it!)- Post a journal linking back to here (and comment on here with a link so I can see)- Watch me! (if you already watch me just let me know in your comment - tha
Raffle [CLOSED] WINNERS ANNOUNCEMENTWINNERS!! 1st place: :iconmochi-nee:2nd place: :iconacryx0l:HOW TO ENTER: Be a watcher (new watchers are welcome) Fav this journal and write a comment (+1)EXTRA ENTRIES: Make a journal or poll about it (+1) Tag 3 friends (+1)DEADLINE: 22th of July (1 week) PRIZES:♦ 1st prize: Halfbody with the simple background ♦♦ 2nd prize: Halfbody - unlocked ♦
100 pixel request! (closed)thank you guys for the support so here!rules :- future this journal for other pepole!(however you want in jornal in a poll...)- fav this journal- i can't do the really hard things (armors and alot of details)okay so yeah comment below and if you read the rules then write "i'm a chocolate"here:1.CloudDoodle (done)2.BrittanytheBunny (done)3.XxSlimeballs4lifexX (done)4.Elishamoule1 (done)5.DeadlyFlamingFox6.Rosie-draws-art7.Oh-Mr-Lalonde8.KawaiiDesuMC9.ScaringSaige10.klunkyblade11.RosieQuartz12.Hatshyoki13.Plaggles14.oOArinaOo15.anouninjago1116.SparkleWolfey17.Lazy-Black-Cat18.VanilluChan19.KazashiArts20.Psycho-kun1221.LoveWingsKawaii23.SeryRas24.cattinq25.thvrash26.SumireShiro27.cinnibum28.TheSamiC29.SetsunaLove30.KaijuATTACK87731.RainbowArtist888832.blackmoon2357933.LeonaManglePontes34.Yakizu35.MyhaChii36.Fuzzyicygirl7446337.Mochi-Kohai38.lunacybunny39.Kurokami9840.CarrieShells41.HollyLeafBelle
One Year Laterhttp://koili.deviantart.com/journal/Well-546094597Exactly one year ago, I was alone in my room, crying. Panicking about what was going to happen in a few hours. I was going to leave behind the only life I knew.One year ago, I was covered in grease, sweat and dirt. I showered once a month. I barely ate. My clothes and bedding were never washed. I was awoken or kept up every night by my drunken mother who would scream at me for no reason. Every night ended in tears until I passed out from exhaustion. I know she tried to be a good mom, and it was my fault she started drinking in the first place.I had known :iconchillaid: for five years prior. We had gotten close in 2013 over Animal Crossing: New Leaf. We both found each other at the right time. Our friendship flourished from there. We roleplayed every night and bonded so much. We got so close. I considered her my sister.:iconchillaid: would hear what my mom would do over Skype. She would stay up with me for the entire night comforting
Sonnet ContestIs over. Judging has already begun. No more submissions will be accepted as of now. Results in a couple days. The prize pool, however, continues to increase. Good luck to all who have submitted.Invoking