SuicideI've seen the highway rush below me at 60 miles per hour, only two feet away from me. The concept in my mind was that of pink plush pillows as soothing as billowing clouds. My seat belt undone the door open at a 65 degree angle, one hand on the door frame, the other on the door handle, one foot on the floor, one hovering over the dark abyss. I had already leaped in my mind and was just waiting for my body to complete the action. The sins of my past about to be washed away, the fears of my future about to be obliterated into the asphalt. And my spirit to go onward into infinite rest and tranquility. But the voice that had told me that I wasn't good enough, that I would be better off if I was not there, split open my reality with a desperate scream for me to stop. It was as if my finger trigger was cut off. I stopped as casually as I started. Sat back down, shut the door, and lay back chuckling at the closeness of finality.
the fake smileThe fake smilethe pain in your eyesi can see this is all fakeit hurts youyou cant hide iti see your smile but feel your painyou've been beaten and cheatedlied to and abusedyou're broken down and angryliving with half a lifesmiling with half a heartseeing but blindyour face says "i'm okay"but your eyes say "i'm dead inside"
new poem let me know what you guys think?Midnight OceanYou sit there staring at the moonYou talk to the waves as they are your only friendThe moon as it’s the only listenerAll you see are the waves crashing as high tide creeps closer and closerYou realized the waves are coming for youWaiting to pull you awayTo pull you to a better placeSomewhere never seenNever seen never heard never believedRipped away from civilizationAway from the painAs the moon grows smallerYou go deeperThe bubbles grow biggerThe world grows darker
as a cofounder of this group.where mostly poems go to die these days. Because this group developed like a weed. Where there is no structure. Especially these days.I want to say I am making my own group that will function as a poetry workshop.
Rise of the Blue BloodsHello everyoneI would appreciate it if you would take a sec to read a very short chapter that I am writing with a friend.It would be really cool to get some feedback and some ideas from you as readers.The rise of the Blue Bloods: Chapter onehttp://deadfish-silentarmy.deviantart.com/art/The-rise-of-the-Blue-Bloods-Chapter-one-461615176?ga_submit_new=10%253A1412608035&ga_type=edit&ga_changes=1Its a Werewolf story but with a different twist, its kinda dark so if you like a bit of suspense it will be the thing for you I hope.
Free #8216Phoetry#8217 App for iPhones and iPads Sixty of Clive Blake/Chris Robbins' most popular 'phoems' Audio of, Cornish poet, Clive Blake, reading all of the poems Plus realistic page turning, Page Curl, feature Based on the Phoetry Book'View Points and Points of View' App 'Phoetry1Free' by Ross Blewett < Click App Store Button
Phoetry now an iPhone and iPad App 'Phoetry1' < Click Here for more details Sixty of my most popular 'phoems' Audio of me reading all of the poems Plus realistic page turning feature Based on the Phoetry Book 'View Points and Points of View' < Click Here for more details
My Phoetry Book has been turned into an iPad AppMy full colour Phoetry (fusion of poetry and photography) Book'View Points and Points of View', has been so successful that it has been recreated in DVD and CD formats. But now, Ross Blewett has recreated the book as an iPad App called 'Phoetry1'.With a realistic page turning feature and full audio of me reading all sixty of my poems, this is a breakthrough way of enjoying poetry/phoetry. With some of my most popular poems and Chris Robbins' most popular photography included, please give it a try. < Click Here 'Phoetry1' by Ross Blewett < Click Here
Those sounds...It's a terrifying thing to be lost.Lost inside of your own mind.Drowning in a pool of thought's.Praying for a savior,Scribbling on paper.Trying to shut out the voice's,Only I can hear.I have something that rattles my bones.Scratches at the sides of my fragile skull.Infecting my thought's.A monster inside,A demon beneath.I have something inside of my soul.I tell no lie,It control's my mind.And it's difficult to explain.Hard to revel.My heart is unable to feel.Cause this isn't who I am.I'm actually a sweet person.But..Why am I always stretching the edge.I come so close to death.Yet...I'm still here.There's got to be a reason.There has to be a reason as to why,He keep's bring me back.I fear I wont ever be able to see a bright side.I fear,I'll one day succeed.What has he got up his sleeve?Nik.J.Tucker
ADOPTABLE 100 THEMES CHALLENGEYeah. I don't like the other one. SO HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!1. Fancy2. Think pink3. Chocolate kisses4. Crisp apple5. Stardust6. Martini7. Angel8. Ruby9. Sapphire10. Emerald11. Rain12. Thunder13. Fire14. Sun conure15. Lightning16. Cookie17. Ragdoll18. Cappuccino19. Marshmallow20. Lemon21. Blood22. Rock23. Punk24. Bubblegum25. Sherbet26. Candy floss27. Skittles28. Fishing29. Poison30. Pinata31. Arty32. Bumble bee33. Cloud34. Dagger35. England36. Atom37. Giraffe38. Heraldic39. Butterscotch40. Peanut butter jelly41. Killjoy42. Humbug43. Mechanic44. Neuron45. Orange sherbet46. Professor47. Quail48. Racoon49. Peacock50. Tea and cake51. Uniform52. Villain53. War54. Death55. Famine56. Pestilence57. X-ray58. Yellow59. Conquest60. Roman61. Victorian62. Edwardian63. Medieval64. Oriental65. Ostrich66. Music67. Prehistoric68. Fluffy69. Glow70. Rave71. Ketchup72. Mustard73. Aquafresh toothpaste74. Whiskey75. Roses76. Strawberries
ALL Next Gen Fun Facts!This is fan made!All Next Gen Fun Facts! :iconwoootplz: Everything from my previous fun facts journals as well as some new ones are in here I probably won't make any more new Fun Facts journals. Instead, I'll just add them in here and let you know if there are any updates (if they are worth mentioning of course) I'll probably add more to the younger characters later since I'm still developing them. HOLY FRICK THIS JOURNAL IS LONG!If this journal in particular is too long, you can look at these kinda shorter ones that narrow the characters down by categoryMain: Royalty: Side: Children: Valiant Heart:Valiant goes by "Lance" Valiant's love life isn't very successful even though he's kind, charming and handsome. He's been out with quite a few ponies making him seem l
30 Day Art Improvement (Hell) ChallengeI originally posted this on my Tumblr blog, and since it seems to be popular I thought I'd challenge people here.30 Days of Art Improvement ChallengeAre you tired of feeling like your art just isn't improving? Do you want to do a 30-day challenge that's actually useful? Welcome to 30 Days of Improvement Hell.I made this because I've been feeling super 'blah' about my art these days, and I needed something to kick-start myself. Who wants to do this with me!? Start now or whenever you can (now you procrastinators!). Challenge yourself and have fun at the same time!Tag your posts with #Improvement Hell (more for Tumblr posts, but I suppose you can do it here too) so everyone can follow along and see each other's awesome artwork.What are you waiting for? START! Self-Portrait - Introduce yourself Draw a figure using a reference - link to reference Draw a figure that's in action, using a reference - link to referenceDra
The 30 Day Character Development Challenge~![Stole off someone's facebook]1.) Describe your character's relationship with their mother or their father, or both. Was it good? Bad? Were they spoiled rotten, ignored? Do they still get along now, or no?2.) What are your characters most prominent physical features?3.) Name one scar your character has, and tell us where it came from. If they don't have any, is there a reason?4.) How vain is your character? Do they find themselves attractive?5.) What's your character's ranking on the KINSEY SCALE?6.) Describe your character's happiest memory.7.) Is there one event or happening your character would like to erase from their past? Why?8.) Day of Favorites! What's your character's favorite ice cream flavor? Color? Song? Flower?9.) Who does your character trust?10.) Can you define a turning point in your character's life? Multiples are acceptable.11.) Is there an animal you equate with your character?12.) How is your character with technology? Super savvy, or way behind the time
Pony Price ListGeneral Commission Info Hat Pricing FAQAll plushes are minky with applique eyes and cutie marks, unless otherwise agreed upon."Starting prices" are listed for all types of plushes. "Starting prices" are defined as the price for the most basic pony of that kind. I start from my base pony price and add charges according to how difficult the character is to make. Design elements that add complexity such as difficult or multicolored manes, body markings, and modifications to the basic pattern will add cost. For a full and amus
[CLOSED+WINNER] FREE ADOPT RAFFLE 17 - PIFFIESWaaah thanks thanks thanks to all participants...nnngh a lot of lovely comment and HAPPY HOLIDAYS WISHES THANKS!! HAPPY HOLIDAY TO EVERYONE \;////7///;/!Omg I can't believe every time I have to edit a raffle my cat come to my table and start lick my nose and lie down on my hand....I think she have some strange power and she feel when I have something to do...so I have just one hand..thanks Michelle...But now the winner x°°D!The winner is... :iconjustlovearts: WAAAH I'M HAPPY FOR YOU \T///7///T/!! CONGRATULATIONS!Now in max 24 hours justlovearts choose her favorite piffies and the other five will be put on sale,OFFER TO ADOPT this time, something different I have think about the right way the last two days and I hope in this way people can offer the amount they want without "fight" with other directly ;;(I excluded set price or AB because the last time they gone in few seconds ;_; ) the only thing : I have some problem accept/refuse o
MLP: NG Timeline= Birth = Death =Random Event =Crush begins =Crush ends =Relationship begins =Relationship ends =Marriage =Not Canon (but could happen)******************************************************* Valiant Heart is born** Illusion is born* Red June is born Crystal Clarit
60 poses theme challengethis seems like a really awesome challenge and i think it will help me a lot now that i'm back into drawing! everyone should try this!!---------------------------------------------------------60 Pose themeFor the artists who want to do pose practices and studies.Guidelines:Try to draw full body.Try different angles on each poses.You may include environments around the characters, but keep the main focus on the character.Fanart/Original art either is fine.1~50 is One character, 51~60 is with Two characters.1. Standing2. Walking3. Running4. Falling5. Tripping6. Slipping7. Falling on the butt.8. Holding the head9. Sitting with legs crossed.10. Crouching11. On their knees12. Hugging their knees13. Hands/Knees/Head on the ground(Deep apology pose).14. Bowing15. Salute16. Looking up17. Laying on the back18. Laying on the stomach19. On tiptoes20. Hands and Legs spread apart.21. Arms crossed22. Climbing up23. Climbing down24. Hanging25. Jumping26. Landing27.
365 Day drawing Challenge!So I've decided on doing a 365 day drawing challenge! I've compiled a list of 365 things (adjectives, ideas, verbs, etc.) and I will pick one at random every day. After a year, I will have 365 unique drawings!! I actually started yesterday, and I have to upload the pic. I did #35. If I remember, I will upload every pic I draw.Update: If you'd like to use this list, please go right ahead and do so! My permission is not necessary, but any comments or credit to me would be greatly appreciated! Here's my list. I will not be doing them in this order, I'll pick a random one each day. I'm so excited! 1. Draw one of your friends if they were the opposite sex2. a tragedy3. Create a new OC and draw their debut4. a romance5. euphoria6. missing7. draw one of your current OCs as detailed as possible8. stupidity9. abandoned10. a self portrait11. an advertisement12. a collection of stick figures on post it notes (drawn by different friends)13. alone14. agony15. give
Sonnet ContestIs over. Judging has already begun. No more submissions will be accepted as of now. Results in a couple days. The prize pool, however, continues to increase. Good luck to all who have submitted.Invoking